Showing posts with label myself and i. Show all posts
Showing posts with label myself and i. Show all posts

Exam Result

The exam result just came out yesterday. To be honest, I did not have the confident to score this time. All the papers are reeeaaalllyyy difficult! For SM paper, the questions are plain ridiculous for Part A. I can still remember everyone faces in the exam hall when they got the questions. I myself was totally shocked! WTH??!! What kind of questions are these?!

I would already be thankful if I manage to pass all the papers. The word “REPEAT” did not exist in my life dictionary. Never! When I saw my result yesterday, I was like…

I could not believe it. FYI, for the past two semesters I got the same result. Yeah, you heard me, the same GPA. IMHO, it was purely a coincidence. Turned out for this semester, I still got the same result. I was speechless for the first 60 seconds upon seeing the result. I could not believe it with my own eyes.

Three times in a row..the same GPA?! Ohhhhh my God! New record is created and some are broken. Before this, the worst grade I ever got for any subject was B+. The record started since my Diploma. Almost five years the record is well preserved. But that changed yesterday, and I am not proud of it! It now stands at B! What paper ruined the record? None other than SM! haha. Blimey! I hate that paper! xD

What to do, lady luck was not on my side this time around. I am still thankful though because my “other” record is still intact. The road to ANC is wide open and there is only one more semester to go! Gambatte Naz!!!! Chaiyok2!!!

p/s: nak dpt PTPTN free! xD

Its Over!


Exam dah habis!!! phewwww. bertambah happy bile difikirkan lepas ni dah xde exam.

- no more study

- no more stress

- no more panda eyes

muahaha!! XD

Harap2 result ok. I have tried my best! Can I preserve my record? Wallah’hualam.

From here onwards, things are going to get tougher. I’m just a few steps away from entering the real world.

But seriously, now is not the time to think about all that.

Read: It’s time for FUN FUN FUN!!!

Time Table

It is time for the final hurdle. Wish me luck ;)

Maher Zain

I can’t describe my feeling every time I heard his songs. I still remember, when I was listening to “Always Be There” for the first time, I almost cry. One thing for sure, all his songs carried such a strong meaning.

For Maher Zain, I hoped success accompanied you in this life + Hereafter ;)

p/s: my favorite would be “Always be There, Open Your Eyes, For the Rest of My Life, Thank You Allah, Awaken, Hold My Hand, The Chosen One, Insya-Allah and Baraka Allahu Lakuma”.

The Road Not Taken

Sometimes I wondered what our true purpose in this life is. Lately, I have been thinking the same thing over and over again. The truth is I already knew the answer. But when I think back about my action, behaviour and attitude, it clearly shows that I still got a long way to go to achieve that purpose.

I have made a promise to myself and have chosen that “road”. No matter what people said or think of me, I am not going to back down and take back my word. I know lots of people have tried taking the same road as me, but many failed.

I know in today’s world, most people would say it is impossible to do. Trust me, it’s not easy. But deep down I know what I am doing is right and that’s all that matter. What God think of me is far more important than what people think of me.

I don’t know how long I can hold onto that promise, but I intend to keep it till’ that “day” finally come. ;) . So I dedicate this poem to myself. LOL. It’s one of my favourite.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference

Neck Pain

I woke up this morning feeling a severe pain at my neck. The pain is so terrible, I can hardly move my neck. Even a slight move can cause a lot of pain. Took some pain killer but to no avail.

Because of the neck pain, it also affects my head and I end up having a headache too. What a luck ehhh. So, I had no choice but to skip two classes today. Yeah, blimey!

Now I better go find my “Ammeltz Yoko-yoko”, with high hopes that it can ease the pain. lolz

Haven't Met You Yet

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

p/s: I love this song. It gives everyone who hasn't met the right person the faith that they are out there somewhere. :)

Sick!

I was infected with “ketumbit” last Sunday. Yadaaa yadaaa, just a day before class started. Now, it’s getting worse. Pedih yg amats mate ni, asek berair je. Iskkk.

Nak jadikan cite, ptg tadi pulak hujan lebat. Helmet kat moto tak terlangkupkan. So habis la jadi tempat air bertakung helmet tuh! And me, being sensitive to rain, had to wear that helmet all the way back home..wet..smelly..ughhh. So technically, kne la hujan sbb pakai helmet tuh. Air hujan tuh dpt meresap masuk gak kt kepale.

And just as I had expected, balik je rumah dah rase lain macam. Kepale dah rase denyut2 + runny nose. Sneezing non-stop. Sah, memang nak demam ni. I just took my meds a few minutes ago while writing this entry.

Its 10.18pm now, still early if you ask me. I usually sleep around 1-2 am every day, but due to my current condition, it left me with no choice. So, goodnight!

Lonely?

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along,

Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

to me, loneliness is never more cruel then when it is felt in close propinquity with someone who has ceased to communicate.

- one lonely night -

One Step at a Time

salam & good morning world!

i'm suffering from a flue right now. *non-stop sneezing* . it happened since yesterday, but i didn't take any meds, so naturally its getting worse. blimey! i hate taking the flu meds because of the side effect. a big NOOOOO! i rather had the flu rather than facing the side effect! *yes, to that extend!*
nevertheless, everything else seems fine. like
i said in my previous post, the 1st wave is over-end-period. a big relieved there. braving myself for the 2nd wave right after raye. LOL

this week, i got two official offers from the bank. one from Bank Rakyat and the other one from CIMB. but after considering the pros and cons of both offers, i've chosen Bank Rakyat. talking about their allowance, its really little. some of my friends said:

friend A: sikit nye, mcm x berbaloi je.
friend B: sikit la, ko tau kan KFH nye berkali gande lg tinggi.

well my dear friends, all i can say is, i've made my decisions based on long term benefits, not short term. as a wise student, we must plan for our future progress, not short term progress. =p

i also heard that the possibility of Bank Rakyat to offer their practical trainee a place in their organization is quite high. i'm hoping that i'll be one of the few lucky person *insya-Allah*. you just imagine how much bonuses they're giving away to their employees each year. *drooling* haha

just like the saying of one of my favorite quote:

" jodoh pertemuan ,rezeki dan ajal maut Allah yg tentukan"

so as His servant, we must strive our best in all our doings. now, i better start reading the book Dato' told us to read and write the summary. otherwise, something realllyyyyyyyy bad is going to happen. LOL

see ya around!

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Being Me is the greatest challenge
to keep on moving when everything messed up
to keep on going when my vision turns upside down
to keep calm when my anger explodes
to keep smiling when all I have is sadness
to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while

but only this way
these lessons had taught Me how to live

these challenges that made me stronger inside out
these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses
so I thank YOU GOD
for each fate that u wrote for my Life
is nothing better but THE BEST!

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