In high school, I was a big procrastinator. I would wait until the last possible minute to start studying for finals and term papers...let's not even go there. In college I was the same way - and I hate to admit this but that’s the truth.

For the most part, I try not to let my procrastination get the better of me. I think the one remark I hear from a lot of my friends is that I do things quickly. If you ask me to do something, I do it. And I realized recently that's because if I don't do it right away and get it over with, then I will procrastinate until the very last second to get it done. (+.+)

Some people would say it is sheer laziness. I know that if my lecturer asks me to do something and I just don't do it right away...it's because I'm lazy. But I think, sometimes when I worked on something at the last minutes, it might’ve still just worked out.

The last few weeks at college I have seen procrastination start to pull at me. Even though I got tons of assignments to finish up, I still procrastinate. I’ve tried so many times to change, but at the end of the day, it’s futile. Maybe it’s just the way I am =p

Sometimes I do wish that I had someone who was there to watch me and make me perform better. But I think I realized just this past week as procrastination set in, that being a grown-up is pushing me. Not having someone to push you requires you to do it for you. But I do hope that one day I might be able to change my attitude. Insya-Allah~