6 May 2009 - 5.15 pm. The loud cheering voices of the students filled the whole hall..“ wohoo..exam dah habis!!”..“kite dah graddddd!!!”..those are some of the voices I managed to hear.

While everyone else was beaming with joy, laughing and jumping with excitement..I was still sitting on my chair quietly. I cannot describe my feeling back then..am I happy? excited? worried? or perhaps sad?

It’s really a mixed feeling. In a certain way, I’m really glad that the exam is finally over. But the “inner me” thinks differently.

Me: omigod!! It’s finally over! I can’t believe it!!! Freedommmmmmmm.muahaha

Inner Me: no it’s not..

Me: huh?? what do you mean?

Inner Me: there’s still a very looooooooooooooooong way to go. You shouldn’t be too happy.

Me: I know that but..

Inner Me: things are going to get even tougher after this..you need to start preparing yourself for the future.

Me: ughhh..

*BaMMMmpp!!*

One of my friend smack his hand onto my table (I was shocked!) and upon seeing my gloomy face he said “ ko nih naz..exam dah habis la..senyum la sikit!” *he grinned*

Yeah..exam is over! I should savor and enjoy this moment. I ignored what the other part of me is thinking. I’ve been waiting for this day since god-knows-when.

I knew things are going to get even tougher after this. But this is my moment and I am going to enjoy it.

What lies ahead..that I do not know. But what I do know is..now, I can unofficially called myself a graduate! (^_^)